Hello family and friends,
It has been a couple of months since my last blog, so here is Part 3.
Thank you for your continuous support as I continue to write these chapters of my life adventures.
In late March as I told you all before I was getting ready to have another surgery to correct a previous problem with my ileostomy. Thankfully, the recovery seems to be going well. So well, in fact, I have been cleared to return to physical therapy while I feel my best. But I still face inner struggles.
One of my inner struggles is depression. My second inner struggle is self-confidence that I went into my third inner struggle which was a very dark place that I contemplated suicide. This is something I plan on seeking further help. As I sat back and thought about it, I am glad I wasn't strong enough to go through with it. I was being selfish, stubborn and very sad that It took me to that place. I will never go there again.
I thought about it, prayed about it that I realized that my life is worth living regardless of all the struggles I have been going through for the past two years. I have gotten to the point that I have decided to seek professional help.
These are struggles that will continue to impact my life but I will face them head on and be more open.
To be continued.......